I’ll meet you there
Somewhere in the wind
Breathe me in
Sigh
Relax
Time and distance
Are illusions anyways
Appreciate the storm
And the calm it brought
To the seas
We are sailing on
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Archive for April, 2018
You belong together
You both share a
Complete lack of empathy
Don’t care who you hurt
In the search for self gratification
You only wanted me for a trophy
Cause I’m not easy
I’m impossible
You never knew me
We both loved a fantasy
I never had wandering eyes
Until you betrayed me
I’ll never forget the shock
Through my whole body
When I saw what you did
Really, secret dances?
Sending hearts
Singing love lyrics
Sneaky glances
That I used to be at the end of
Tell me I’m not justified
Go ahead
I know you’re still doing it
Thanks to friends
Telling me
I’m right
The only reason I think of you
Is to try to figure out
how a person could be that selfish
And mean and deceitful
I pity any girl that falls for you
I’ve been through a period of soul testing according to my natal chart. All astrologers say that time period, is the worst period of soul testing for everybody. I always thought when I read about it, there would be some specific decision to be made and I was afraid of making the wrong one. All some astrologers would say is that it is a period of “meeting self”… now I realize what they meant was that you keep faith in yourself, that you WILL make the right decision and that a higher source will guide you. It’s like Job, I guess… really all I did was ask why I had to go through this? But I never lost faith that something good would come out of enduring all that pain…
I don’t have answers, but I ask and receive messages and try to interpret them.
Last night: Dream about diamonds, explaining they reflect a pure white light, whereas, crystals reflect a rainbow and the better the diamond the clearer the light they give off. So when someone proposes with a ring, you know how sincere they are by how clear the diamond shines…. then I look back at you and feel deep deep and we go to leave, but I pick up a white dress that’s hanging and stain it in some red wine and I wonder why I care when I’m already wearing a white dress that is shorter and cuter… I want to say to everyone else who is upset that it doesn’t matter just throw it away… then I wake up
I’m so at fault
What was I thinking trying to be a fan
Someone liked me
Gosh such a crime
I so deserve to be part
Of this bullshit
I never asked for this
Such a crime to believe in a Liar
Yeah we all have feelings
Except me I guess
Why Cross lines
When you lied
God I’m such a bad girl
For trying to get closer to a fool
Funny thing is I have the power
I can turn you all off with a click
Or destroy you with loose lips
Keep giving me those receipts
So much time money energy
All for naught
All to prove
You will never love as deeply as I have
But my love is my own
It belongs to me
It can’t be stolen
I’ll give it to whomever I please
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