Tag Archive: dark


The Monster in my Home

I HAD A DREAM I LET YOU GO,
OUTSIDE MY HOME.
YOU WANTED ME
DESPITE MY CONFESSION.

SO I WENT HOME ALONE,
AND INSIDE WAS A MONSTER,
MY OWN FEARS.
FEAR WON IN MY DREAM….

somewhere to run to
I’ve lost
Why can’t I hold
myself back
I never learn
this is how I get hurt
setting up for failure
reveal yourself
but you’ll end up alone
like always
I need my secrets
but I’m too honest
I always show them where
it hurts most
where to throw their stones
trusting little lamb

Tired Wrinkled Vegas Show

on with the horns
and off with the show
make up melting in the rain
times up, game over
ugly cracked painted façade
unmasked, revealed, now a joke
punchlines so fun
hit me in the gut
memories lie wasted

bono

Women in Boxes

Aries sun, cancer moon.
insecurity, sensitivity explode
hate my fucking self
not allowed to be a person
a woman
nigger
whore
slave
no mind
no rights
get in place now, get in your box.
someone kill me
please
I don’t want to be a slave
a broodmare
fuck your society
your rules
where creators of life have no voice, no choice, no mind.

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The Hole in Me

all i ever wanted to do was stab a knife in your neck.
Leave a hole in you like you left in me.
i hate you.
i want him.
i want the love i never had.
but i despise it.
i can never be satisfied
that hole will always be there.
as i stand here dripping wet,
i realize now even his most sincere love will never be enough
i want to devour him, destroy him, like you did me.
no i love him, i want to protect him, from you,
from my projections.
he’s innocent or guilty?
i dont want him, i need him
to annihilate me through our desire,
only through this death can i be free.
Pluto, you bastard, this is not fun.

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Death Of Life

Where is the journey we are going on?

What path does it sing?

I need to catch up.

We need to not forget.

Death of life, what feelings are right?

Was where I was right?

Or Is where they are right?

What lies ahead?

Confusion all around.

Weak, am I weak or strong?

To many questions.

I need answers.

Answers come, but how to fulfill them?

Yin Yang Love

You smiled at me

and I was dazed for four days.

 Your eyes amaze me,

I want to catch them with mine.

They make me wonder,

If eyes are the window to the soul

how does a blind person’s soul see?

But you smiled at me and no one else.

I worship in the temple of your smile.

You seem to revel in the darkness you create.

But Light can only be seen, in the dark.

Your light attracts angels.

You tempt them to fall.

I am one of them, caught in the darkness of your light.

Catch me, Hold me.

 I hurt for you.

You are familiar to me.

 I know you from lives before this one.

Your eyes,

Your smile,

Your voice.

From time eternal, I know them.

Your cherubic angel face,

Boyish innocence,

Dark aggression,

They are the light in my darkness.

Dark Poem

I love the

dark cause

its all I

can see. The demons

you speak of

are your

hate.

Covered up,

hidden,

denied. The

darkness is

hate, yet

you hate the

darkness.

Can’t you see? Light and

dark are

one.

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