These days
I smoke for the taste
And I drink to write
While I negotiate self annihilation
Manipulated by my one weakness
my heart
This is the apocalypse kill your idols
They only posture lies
Your sweat is my holy water
It’s killing the monsters
In my dreams
I drank down and prayed
Why god did you
Give me signs like this
You walked in
Like my dream told
Not dreams
No time
Conquering time
Sleep dream state
Where truth is revealed
But don’t die
I can’t live without
Love
– November ??26?? 2019
See Owls first
They get abducted by grey flying beings
All the people are green in the castle
The castle is grey
Birds and dragons everywhere
A portal to the other world
Time is conquered
Water is holy water
They become powerful when they return
See through smoke and mirrors
Dog is god/higher self
Red is blood sacrifice, initiation.
– November 30, 2019
Hazy dim light
white house
front steps
familiar sents
I’ve been wandering
but I just want to be home
I’ve given so much of myself
now I just want to live
The light shines that way
for all eternity
no matter what happens
in the world
or in our lives
– November 22, 2019
Archetype
Created everytime
Paint them up
How you you want them
Make up cracks
Shows through time
Tick ticking
Journey to heart
Break heaven
Why can’t I just help?
Why am I so selfish?
Caught up in desire
I can’t be filled with love
– September 17, 2019
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